Why I Do Not by Mrs. A. H. McAdow

Pacific Press Publishing Association · Mountain View, California · Aug 27, 1912

FromSigns of the Times, Vol. 39, No. 33.

Why I Do Not

By Mrs. A. H. McAdow

A popular editor and writer asks me, "Why do you not write something popular, and be a leader instead of going down? Success is the final proof of power."

I can not put my heart into anything of evil; My love and hate combine to rout and chase the devil.

The world has had her "leaders," Who were vile and beastly men, And to-day a few there are Steeped in bribery and sin; While many noble souls Have lived and died in shame — Upon the great world's record They never had a name, Yet won the richest laurels, And will wear a jeweled crown When the "grafter" and the "trimmer" Will in infamy "go down." And "the final proof of power" Is to live for God and right, And shine through endless ages In the kingdom of God's might.

The grandest, highest courage Is not to ride the wave Of earth's conceited glory As "leader," or as knave, 'Tis not to climb to honor On the weaker who "go down," But to stoop and lift a brother, And help replace his crown,— Perhaps endure and suffer; But wrong is never right, And "the final proof of power" Is to trust in God for might.

"Perseverance" is rewarded; It is seldom it will fail; Yet before a brazen selfishness, How oft may true worth quail!

I thank you for your mottos While I earn my daily bread, But brave and honest-hearted, Not to lead, by Love I'm led. I war not for distinction, But victory! When I "go down," If I have helped the fallen, I care not for earth's crown.