p. 120 | Note from Bro. Dorcas by Jesse Dorcas

Publishing Committee · Battle Creek, Mich. · Jan 10, 1856

Note from Bro. Dorcas.

By Jesse Dorcas

BRO SMITH:—I take this opportunity to say, that after following your kind, and timely advice, in the careful reading of the "Address of the Battle Creek Conference," I discovered where the danger with myself was. It was fear that I might not have discernment to distinguish between true and false spirit-manifestations; therefore I was tempted to reject the whole, until it would suit my own mind, or till I could decide without any trouble. But I fear and tremble now, lest in my ignorance, I should reject any truth O, pray for me, dear brother, that the Lord would guide me into all truth. I thank you very much for your mild, christian rebuke. I hope it will not fail of a salutary effect upon me, though I am nothing.

Be assured, dear brother, that it is the foremost desire of my heart to serve God. It is my mind at this time, that even my life would not be dear to myself, so that I might finish my course with joy, and fully discharge every duty. Now wherein I have been over fearful of being deceived, and in consequence of this state of mind, have said what ought not to have been said, I hope I shall be pardoned of God and the church; for it is my desire, neither to run in vain, nor labor in vain.

I see to some extent, that the living God cannot be served with men's hands; while self is in the work all is spoiled and unprofitable; but it is my daily, hourly, yea my constant desire and prayer to God, that I might be given up to do his will.

Yours in hope of the perfecting of the saints.

Freemont, O., Jan. 6th, 1855. JESSE DORCAS.